So I think I am coming to a crossroads in my life. I am at a point where I am content with where my life is. I am content with my home life, my work life, and things here. I think that is why I am having a hard time finding a guy that works. When I really think about it, the thought of adding a guy into my life right now makes me feel like he would just disrupt everything, and my contentedness will go away. Yes I want a man in my life, yes I would like to get married and have children, but right now, this very moment, I am happy with the way things are, and I just can't see myself having to try to divide my time up between my best friend and roommate, and a man. I guess that means that I've not found "The One" yet, because I am sure that when I do find "The One", then disruption in my life will be wanted.

Yea so lots of shit to talk about, hmm....we are still having to move, but we have until the end of May now. I'm moving up on the Walmart ladder. I am going to be a full-time cashier in the garden center. Friday is my last day as a People Greeter....thank gawd!!!! I trained for about an hour tonight on the register, PIECE OF CAKE!! Anyway, that's cool, I'll be getting wage raise of like 40 cents. So that's nice. Not much going on in the love life.....probably for the best...haha...not that I'm not seeing what's out there, just so far nothing good. There's so many things I need to take care of though, like my registration, my driver's license....bleh...things I have to put off till after we move. I was going to start working on my student loan this month, but that has to be put off, I can't afford forking out 200 bucks for my loan right now. I need to call them and see how much longer I have before I default...cause I don't want to default. Can I just hit the lotto and be done with it...haha...

Well today kicks off the 30 days that my roommate and I have to move into a new home. We'll be ok, it's what we wanted, just was one of those sudden things.